here's a petty excuse for an unsavoury blog: i ain't a writer or anything, so if you're looking for poetry or any thought-provoking material, you came to the wrong place. (shoo!) i will write here to reflect, to materialize my inner thoughts into words (though not at all times possible) and most of all to understand myself better, when i am confused. i figured it happens often, you know.. confusion.. when He is out of one's life, and one is going nowhere.